The Last Good Night (Ellie's Goodbye)

The Last Good Night


I'm crying guys, so this is the last good night
I'm gonna miss your eyes
I'm gonna miss your smile
But I won't see you for a while

But if I hear it through the grapevine
That you've forgotten and you're just fine
I'll feel a whole lot better than I did before
Knowing you're ok, you don't love me anymore

So please forget about me
Try your hardest not to see
My lonely face within your mind
I only wanted to treat you kind

If someone mentions to me now
That you remember me somehow
The world would be hard to face
The salty tears, the bitter taste
I just can't let you go to waste

So please don't think about me
Try your hardest not to, please
These words have been so hard to find
I only wanted to treat you kind

I'm crying, guys, this is the last good night
Going back to the old me, sad and shy
I'm gonna miss you, I'll be gone for a while
Please don't ever forget to smile

So please just let go of me
Try your hardest, help me, please
You will forget me in no time
I only wanted to treat you kind




(just so you know , the references to eyes and smiles is a reference to smilies....lol. I thought that up really quickly and I think it's retarded but also cute. It makes it not sound like an internet song. I know this kind of assumes that you guys are gonna miss me a lot, and I didn't mean to do it, but I was emotionally drunk from my talk with Madz and I kind of put our conversation down into a song. If you read this Madz, hugs, night mami, and go vampire yourself into bed.)

thats sad ellie

I'm crying...

I'm sorry if this hurts you or makes you cry guys. It was kind of like therapy for me. If I ever post the video, excuse my voice because a) I'm a horrible singer and b) I'll be crying my eyes out.
I LOVE YOU ALL BUT PLEASE FORGET ME. IT WILL BE AS IF I NEVER EXISTED.

AND JUST SO YOU KNOW, BEFORE I LEAVE....THE REASON I HATE EDWARD CULLEN IS THAT I LOVE EDWARD CULLEN....I THINK YOU DESERVE THAT. (AND I THINK THAT DESERVES CAPS CUZ ITS SHOCKING)

I can't believe I told you that quote!

ELLIE!!! *tear*

Sorry for making you guys cry. I'm trying to put up with dial-up long enough to pop in and say hi.

AWWW.... Ellie... I'm going to miss ya.

I'm so glad I'm able to come back around now! All hail Queen Debbie Richardson, owner of fast internet that I can use from 2:50 to 6:00 on weekdays! All hail Queen Dana Reviere, owner of fast internet that I can use...anytime I'm at her house!